Today bites!! The best thing I can say about it, I did manage to MAKE myself walk 30 min on lunch. I did manage to keep from overdrawing on my calorie count, probably cuz the funk I am feeling today just doesn't make me wanna eat.
My life is tumbling all over the place. Five big areas either causing me stress (as much as I try to push it down, it surfaces when the day ends and my mind wonders) or leave my heart aching know it's never gonna work. You can't make someone love and respect ya no matter what you do. Everyone has a choice of their own, and some don't care about what those choices make others feel.
Today I was able to escape the thoughts while I was walking ... well part of the time. Night time when I should be getting sleep these things come wandering around again. I know I need to be able to sleep to be healthy but right now I am really not getting that sleep on most days. I'm not giving up just realizing why my motivation is low right now.
Stand back, say a prayer and cheer me on ... maybe push me along if you see me stopped, for now I think I'll cry myself to sleep.
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