Wednesday, July 18, 2012

7-18-12


Ok so today was better.  I am sure there was someone out there praying for me.   I managed to get a pretty good nights sleep.  I can't say that I woke up full of energy but I didn't feel tired or sluggish like I have at times.
I had some quiet time .. ate breakfast ... 2eggs an two wheat toast ... DRY!! :D  and was off to work.  I did stop for my energy drink but I also got my bottle of water too.  
Work was a short day so it went pretty fast.  I made my early morning break trip to the lunch room and got ____ not gonna tell ... some bacon ... lol  
My lunch time was tooo early for me to be hungry so I didn't eat.  I just had two more hours to work at that point and thought I would eat when I got home.  Who am I kidding? I knew I had less than an hour to get home, change clothes and get to my trainers house.  So no I didn't have lunch.  Yes he talked to me about it.  No he didn't tell me anything that I didn't already know .. well not really.  He did say a few things that made me look at it in different way.  I am working on that.   Then he kicked my butt.  Well actually my upper body.  At least now I can move my arms again :D
When I got home I had a protein shake, since promised I would have "something".  Some how this reminded my body that it was hungry.  I really didn't feel like cooking tonight.  I was tired at this point.  I did fix a nice big bowl of broccoli .... and then one more :D  A lil bit later I did go back and eat some wheat buttered wheat toast.  
The evening was quite again.  No one here but I am ok with it today.  I am working on focusing on the positive and not the negative.  I challenge anyone out there reading this:  Every morning before you get started find THREE things that you can be thankful for.  I use to do this a few years ago and it helped me get focused.  At one point of this I was feeling really down.  Physically.  It was right before I had to have surgery on my knee.  I would wake up some mornings with pain that I really didn't like.  So one of the things that I was thankful for was that I COULD feel that pain.  At least I knew it was still working and I had my leg.  There are many out there that don't .. ya know?
So who's with me?  What three things are you thankful for? 

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