Ok so today was what I had marked as my official weigh in time. As you know I had hoped that I would hit the 100lb mark. I did not. I am still holding at 86 lbs. Am I disappoint? Yeah. At the same time I had anticipated this. I would have loved to hit that mark but I am ok cuz I know I have come a long way. I am doing it right. I am not doing the crazy fad, roller coaster stuff to lose it fast. These things I have learned do get it off fast but the rewards last about as long as it took to lose it and you are back where I was and with more weight too. I have been doing this for almost 18 months without and major set backs. I didn't put it on over night and it's not going to go away over night. I actually had someone the other day ask my if I had "the surgery". I smiled with a big smile and said"nope I did it all with hard work". I have had my bad days and bad weeks here and there but looking back I see how far I have come and it's good.
I will say this again I feel better than I have in a long time. The most frustrating part? I have no clothes that fit lol. All the clothes that I held on to till I lost weight now hang on me. I guess the good part of this means I am smaller than I have been in a long time. The down side is I need to go shopping and I am not a shopper, even though I don't HAVE to go to the plus sizIe to find something that fits :D
My kicker with Doc he fussed at me about my blood pressure. I have not felt this had been a problem since I had been losing weight. He reminded me there is a reason the call it "the silent killer". There are no real signs that it's a problem. So I will be a good girl and take my blood pressure meds for now. ok ok as long as he tells me I need to.
ok well I need to go try and find an excuse not to exercise ... you got any I can use?
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